Happy Easter and Things I like

Happy Easter!!!

So I dont know why the fonts all strange. But life is good. School is over. I've got a place for the summer. I've got a new plan for the future, figured out some things that I want and how I'm going to plan to get there. We'll see how it all unfolds.

I've been loving the getting up early thing. The air seems cleaner, I feel more refreshed and for some reason, the cool air against my skin makes it feel pure and new. And I feel full of light and hope, like the sun just seeping into the day is seeping into my body, filling me with a realization of all the possibilities that the day is pregnant with.

I love waking up before everyone else and seeing them sleep. A person's face while they sleep shows them with all their pretenses stripped away. It is the most vulnerable and endearing thing, seeing people sleep, curled and defenseless and unguarded.

I also like waking them up, softly, and seeing them open their eyes slowly and revel in the feeling of being warm and soft under the covers. Theres something more real about people in the morning, when they first wake up and get about rising in the morning. Its before they've made themselves up to go out in the world and they're still caught in the webbings of dreams that still could be realized.

A photographer once told me its impossible to be sexy first thing in the morning.

I pointedly have to disagree.

I find those times to be irresistably soft, and more real than nearly any other part of the day. Better in pretty much everything.

Cheesecake with honey and strawberries is amazing. Church today was nice- homey.

I miss my family.

Feeling like I'm wrapped up in a bubble of positive feelings. The world is endless with all the things i could do. I just have to start doing. Thats all there is for me to do. Everythings alright.

Wish I knew how to embed and embellish my blog. I'll learn at some point and make it pretty. I've been obssessed recently with reading other blogs. Time better spent in other ways. But, at the same time, better than spending time stalking people on facebook. That place is poison in my opinion.
Anything you put up there is owned by them.
More than a little degrading.

I need a steady job.
Apart from that, life is perky.